I tried to find out what existential means - I can't understand it well.
The world has no meaning but people try to give some meaning to lives. How to live authentically... And indeed there is some despair, hopelessness and helplessness.
Incidentally this is my 4200th finish - there is really no meaning here.
I made this tougher then it needed to be on myself. Was 4 off until I started trying wild thing, found a 2 off and it took me a good bit to realize my wild testing was me finding the right path but doing it upsidedown ish.